11.11.09

To concentrate on more that meets the eye

As a matter of fact, I never imagined myself writting this lyric in here. But, as a matter of fact, as time runs out, you turn your head back to the past - the one that catches you up as you run faster (we, know) - and you realized what's been going on, which one is the explanation for it, and, fuck them all, the consequences.

I could blame myself, I could really hate each little one who has been part of the downward spiral; I could really talk bullshit, nonsense and all those things repeated over and over again without an effect (but, actually, gorgeus theory points).

For some reason I'm older, so for many reasons I won't do it. I'm tired of violence. Even when I live in this country and the idea of getting any progress here is everything but healthy; you just want to shout it out, shout it out like a privileged cell who's the one at the top and the infection is getting late to touch her, but she know it will happen if the measures are not taken.

And then you realized, once again, you belong to the nearly First Sucker Generation of this madness event. Shouldn't be surprised of anything, broda.

I'm really sorry. I didn't want it. I didn't know exactly what the fuck I was doing, but trying to survive. Anyway, Patience is the real mark. When she's there, she'll stay. When you care about someone, you waste patience. Water wets you, and fire burns. I was only asking for patience. I was doing, as any ego would confirm, the best I could.

1 comentarios:

A las 11/12/2009 12:16 a. m. , Anonymous Coffee&cigarettes ha dicho...

Es el segundo día, consecutivo, que "participo" en esta Tu casa. A veces me gustaría sentarme contigo y charlar, aunque no sabría por donde empezar, creo que, de darse el momento, habría demasiados silencios por mi parte. Por eso del respeto paralizante que me causa lo desconocido.

Dejé de insistir, a una de las dos partes, por no ser "obsesiva" en el asunto. Por no cansarle con su pasado. Ya ni se lo nombro. A veces le comprendo, y otras no. Me duele casi tanto el suyo como el mío. Y cuando los comparo, es cuando le comprendo. Y enseguida me contradigo, y digo, no es lo mismo. Comparar no es lo adecuado. Entonces no le comprendo.
He pensado en mil tácticas, absurdas, nombradas adolescentes y surrealistas cuando pienso que el tema no me concierne. "Nadie puede mantenerse al margen de la barbarie una vez que ha visto el color de sus ojos". Puede sonar demasiado alarmista, pero creo que se entiende.

Y...se me ha acabado el carrete, bueno, lo corto yo, porque no se para cuanto da esto, y tampoco es plan.

En cuanto al texto, ai madre, tengo que recurrir a diccionarios y tal. Me solté de la mano de esta lengua. Me ha costado un poco traducirlo. Y entenderlo, bueno, desde fuera se pueden dar mil interpretaciones, así que espero que la mía no ande muy lejos de la original.

Un salut.

 

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